Assalamualaikum!
Hai!
Cita-cita? At the late age of 20s, i still thinking or the other word is I do not know what I want in my life. Still searching and not found what I want to be. What is my passion?
How loser I feel
Then past few days, I read a confession in IIUM Confession. I can't remember the title but the story is about a women chose in her life. She said, her a dream is to be a fully housewife with PhD. She want to take care and raise her own children.
Then, I was... PAP!
YES. THIS is MY DREAM! The dream that I almost forgot. I always want to raise and didik my own children. I want to be a solehah wife. Cook and prepare everything for my husband. I want both of us build our own Jannah in this world and here after. But I also want to be a housewife with highest education level. Its for my self satisfication. And also my children will be proud of me even I'm not working.
So, Barakah..
Lets finish your MSc first.
Find a job!
Bring ma to hajj/umrah/holiday.
Buy a car
Get married!
Further PhD at overseas
That's it!
Ok bye. Thanks
I'll continue my research writing now.
Love,
the future Dr Nurul Barakah
