Cita cita

Assalamualaikum!

Hai!

Cita-cita? At the late age of 20s, i still thinking or the other word is I do not know what I want in my life. Still searching and not found what I want to be. What is my passion?

How loser I feel

Then past few days, I read a confession in IIUM Confession. I can't remember the title but the story is about a women chose in her life. She said, her a dream is to be a fully housewife with PhD. She want to take care and raise her own children.

Then, I was... PAP!

YES. THIS is MY DREAM! The dream that I almost forgot. I always want to raise and didik my own children. I want to be a solehah wife. Cook and prepare everything for my husband. I want both of us build our own Jannah in this world and here after. But I also want to be a housewife with highest education level. Its for my self satisfication. And also my children will be proud of me even I'm not working.

So, Barakah..
Lets finish your MSc first.
Find a job!
Bring ma to hajj/umrah/holiday.
Buy a car
Get married!
Further PhD at overseas

That's it!

Ok bye. Thanks
I'll continue my research writing now.

Love,
the future Dr Nurul Barakah

HEY I'M BACK! 💗

Assalamualaikum WRT

Hi! Hi! I'm sooooo excited to writing back! It's been a very very very very very long time. I reallyyyyyy missed ME, MYSELF. 

I'm used to LOVEEE writing but I stopped for some reason🙁🙁🙁

But now, Nurul Barakah is BACK! hehehe

Ada ke tak orang baca nih? Tak pelah, ini hanya untuk kepuasan sendiri. Andd nak jadikan sebagai catatan hidup sendiri. Dulu suka jugak tulis diary tapi sekarang dah malas. Siket2 nak update kat IG. Tapi sekarang dah malas nak update sangat kat IG. Nak hidupkan balik blog ni hehe.. Lagi satu, nak improve balik writing skills. Dulu mase Form 5 siap jadi student kesayangan cikgu Bahasa Melayu lagi hihi. So jangan sia2 kan bakat yang Allah pernah bagi

Oh, satu lagi nak cuba write in English jugak. Tu yang intro berlagak speaking tuuu hahaha. I'm not so good in English. To be specific in writing and speaking lah. If baca and dengar orang speaking tu memang faham. But if they speak so fast i hardly to understand because I have problem with hearing. Pekak siket telinga nih 😁

Sebenarnye banyak lagi nak membebel tapi okaylah to be continuedddd.

Kene siapkan draf thesis ni tapiiiii banyak lagiii tak siapppp. Takut Dr carikk huwaaa. Padahal dah janji nak jumpe die minggu depan 😟

Banyak topik nak story, tapi kena tunggu free siket and if tengah serabut with thesis writing, kite mengular ke blog. hehe. Yeayyyy tak sabarnye nak ceritaaa. Taip2 pastu baca sendiri hahhaha

Ohhhh ade lagi.. Nanti slow2 kite edit blog eh. Ni blog zaman baru nak up lagi. Writing dulu teruk nau. Sendiri baca, sendiri malu kakaka.. Tapi tak nak delete sebab tu kenangan 💖

Okayyy, sekian. Jumpa lagiii

Lots of love,

nurulbarakah

16.02.2017

10.16 AM

Bukan gambar latest. Tapi bolehlah hehe